{"id":207,"date":"2025-01-24T06:07:08","date_gmt":"2025-01-24T06:07:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/?p=207"},"modified":"2025-01-24T10:22:37","modified_gmt":"2025-01-24T10:22:37","slug":"mabel-matiz-roportaji-2011","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/?p=207","title":{"rendered":"Mabel Matiz R\u00f6portaj\u0131 (2011)"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-213 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/mmatiz-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"340\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/mmatiz-1.jpg 600w, https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/mmatiz-1-300x170.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n<div class=\"wp-playlist wp-audio-playlist wp-playlist-light\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-current-item\"><\/div>\n\t\t<audio controls=\"controls\" preload=\"none\" width=\"640\"\n\t\t\t><\/audio>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-next\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-prev\"><\/div>\n\t<noscript>\n\t<ol>\n\t\t<li><a href='https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/04.-Mabel-Matiz-Soylese-O-Ben-Soylemem.mp3'>04. Mabel Matiz - Soylese O Ben Soylemem<\/a><\/li>\t<\/ol>\n\t<\/noscript>\n\t<script type=\"application\/json\" class=\"wp-playlist-script\">{\"type\":\"audio\",\"tracklist\":true,\"tracknumbers\":true,\"images\":true,\"artists\":true,\"tracks\":[{\"src\":\"https:\/\/cihantekin.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/04.-Mabel-Matiz-Soylese-O-Ben-Soylemem.mp3\",\"type\":\"audio\/mpeg\",\"title\":\"04. Mabel Matiz - Soylese O Ben Soylemem\",\"caption\":\"\",\"description\":\"\\\"04. 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Sonunda internet sitem i\u00e7in kendisi ile r\u00f6portaj talebimi iletmi\u015ftim, kendisi de beni k\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f ve kabul etmi\u015fti. Yine o d\u00f6nemin sohbet uygulamas\u0131 MSN&#8217;de sabahlara kadar muhabbet ediyor, birbirimize hayallerimizden bahsediyor, dertle\u015fiyorduk. R\u00f6portaj\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131nlad\u0131ktan k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra ortadan yok olmu\u015f, yakla\u015f\u0131k be\u015f alt\u0131 ay sonra da o d\u00f6nemin m\u00fczik kanal\u0131 &#8220;Kral TV&#8221;de kar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131k\u0131vermi\u015fti. Bir daha da ula\u015famad\u0131m zaten. Her ne kadar k\u0131rg\u0131n olsam da y\u0131llar sonra ilk alb\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn te\u015fekk\u00fcr k\u0131sm\u0131nda ismimin ge\u00e7ti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmem bir nebze mutlu k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mabel&#8217;in \u015f\u00f6hreti yakalamadan \u00f6nceki d\u00f6nemine ait internette bilinen ilk r\u00f6portaj\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130yi okumalar.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><strong>Selamlar Mabel\u2026 \u0130lk s\u00f6yle\u015fi \u015fans\u0131n\u0131 bana verdi\u011fin i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyorum \u00f6ncelikle\u2026 Seni tan\u0131yabilir miyiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Merhaba. \u00dcniversite son s\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011frencisiyim; 6 y\u0131ld\u0131r \u0130stanbul\u2019da ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Okul d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda esasen m\u00fczikle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yorum. Myspace maceras\u0131 ile birlikte m\u00fczi\u011fimi daha iyi ifade edebilme ve \u00f6rnekleme \u015fans\u0131 buldum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Yeni yeni boy g\u00f6stermeye ba\u015flad\u0131n internet d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda. G\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok internet sitesinde an\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131n \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131nla. Myspace sayfas\u0131 a\u00e7maya nas\u0131l karar verdin? Bunun en b\u00fcy\u00fck nedeni neydi?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130nternet \u00fczerinden \u015fark\u0131 yay\u0131nlama fikri uzun s\u00fcre \u00e7ok uzak geldi; bir de biraz fazla ketumum san\u0131r\u0131m bu konularda, bilmiyorum\u2026 Zaten myspace sayfas\u0131n\u0131 da bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n zoruyla a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama \u015fimdi \u201ciyi ki de olmu\u015f\u201d diyorum. Bu \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 payla\u015fmak g\u00fczel.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130nternet harici herhangi bir mek\u00e2nda sahne al\u0131yor musun, daha \u00f6nce ald\u0131n m\u0131 ya da almay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u00fcs\u00fcn?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Herhangi bir yerde sahne alm\u0131yorum; daha \u00f6nce de almad\u0131m. Bu m\u00fczi\u011fi \u015fimdilik yaln\u0131z yap\u0131yorum; yani birlikte \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ya da \u00e7alabilece\u011fim bir ekip s\u00f6z konusu de\u011fil hen\u00fcz. Zaten en b\u00fcy\u00fck eksi\u011fim de bu galiba. Belki bir kemanc\u0131 olsa yan\u0131mda, misal, daha ba\u015fka i\u015fler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n olu\u015fum s\u00fcreci nas\u0131l ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti? Nelerden etkilendin? Kay\u0131t a\u015famas\u0131 nas\u0131l ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131n hikayeleri, olu\u015fum s\u00fcre\u00e7leri elbette uzun bir d\u00f6neme yay\u0131l\u0131yor; kimi zaman bir \u00f6\u011frenci yurdunda bo\u015f bir odada kalabal\u0131k bir caddeyi seyrederken, kimi zaman bir apartman\u0131n lo\u015f bodrum kat\u0131nda \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ararken buldum onlar\u0131. Etkilendi\u011fim tek bir \u015fey yok; \u00e7ok klasik belki ama, \u00f6yle olma \u00e7abas\u0131 g\u00fctmeksizin, hepsi de hayat\u0131n ucundan, k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan, az \u00e7ok tan\u0131d\u0131k resimler.. Bu arada kay\u0131tlar\u0131 ev ortam\u0131nda kendim yap\u0131yorum. Zaten genellikle gitar ve vokalden olu\u015fan sade kay\u0131tlar bunlar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tarz\u0131n, ses tonun ve bestelerin bana \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 ve daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar farkl\u0131 geldi\u2026 \u00c7ok de\u011fi\u015fik bir tarz yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 rahatl\u0131kla s\u00f6yleyebilirim\u2026 Bu konu hakk\u0131nda ne demek istersin?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tarz yaratt\u0131m diyemem ancak, ben de melodi ve s\u00f6zlerin genelinde ortak bir duygu b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Kendi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey \u00fczerine konu\u015fmak tabi ki biraz rahats\u0131z edici. Di\u011fer yandan da, benim bir \u015fekilde kendime \u201cdo\u011fa\u201d edindiklerim, bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na de\u011fi\u015fik ve ilgin\u00e7 geldi\u011finde, as\u0131l ben merak ediyor ve soruyorum: neye g\u00f6re bu fark duygusu, nedir kar\u015f\u0131dan bak\u0131nca bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 ilgin\u00e7 k\u0131lan? Soruya soruyla cevap vermi\u015f oldum \u015fimdi ama\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e daha \u00e7ok insan taraf\u0131ndan benimsenmesi ve yay\u0131lmas\u0131 sana neler hissettirdi? Bu bekledi\u011fin bir \u015fey miydi?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131n duyulmas\u0131, anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131, bir yerlerde birilerinde izler b\u0131rakmas\u0131 beni \u00e7ok mutland\u0131r\u0131yor; mutland\u0131r\u0131r. \u00c7ok hayalperest bir insan\u0131m asl\u0131nda, ama yine de, bu o kadar da bekledi\u011fim bir \u015fey de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu payla\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n devam\u0131 gelecektir muhtemelen\u2026 \u0130lerisi i\u00e7in neler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Daha profesyonel \u015fartlarda, daha \u00f6zg\u00fcr ve zengin i\u015fler \u00e7\u0131karabilmeyi isterim. Bu da ancak \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakla, yenilgilerden anlam \u00e7\u0131karabilmekle, kendi talihini yine kendi onmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yaratmakla olabilecek bir \u015fey san\u0131r\u0131m, benim gibi biri i\u00e7in\u2026 Uzun ve yo\u011fun zamanlar gerek\u2026 Bir de kafa dengi bir kemanc\u0131 bulsam, ne g\u00fczel olurdu hani!<\/p>\n<p><strong>O zaman biz de buradan duyurmu\u015f olal\u0131m\u2026 \u201cKeman\u201d \u00e7alan arkada\u015flar \u00e7\u0131kar belki\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc olduk\u00e7a gizli tutuyorsun\u2026 Pastel renklerle ve amat\u00f6rce \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir portren harici y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmek neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z\u2026 O portrenin \u00f6zel bir anlam\u0131 m\u0131 var? Bunun sebebi nedir?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>M\u00fczikte bir g\u00f6rsellik olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fine inanm\u0131yorum, bu gibi \u015feyler tercih meselesidir. \u015eark\u0131lardaki hissiyat birilerinin kan\u0131na kar\u0131\u015facak, kalbine ruhuna ge\u00e7ecek ise, bu y\u00fcz\u00fcmle, etimle, cismimle de\u011fil, yine ruhumdan kopan \/ kopacak bir \u015feyler arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yla olacak. Olmal\u0131. Bu gizlilik, ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir \u00e7aban\u0131n \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil; d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki kalabal\u0131ktan biri, ona dair herhangi ola\u011fan bir par\u00e7a oldu\u011funu bilmenin verdi\u011fi s\u0131radanl\u0131ktan asl\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>O pastel renklerle bezeli portre, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n beni \u00e7izdi\u011fi ve boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir eski zaman hat\u0131ras\u0131d\u0131r. Hi\u00e7bir foto\u011frafta bu kadar \u201cben\u201d olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden belki, onu bu \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc se\u00e7mi\u015f bulunmaktay\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn deyimiyle tam bir &#8220;old&#8221; oldu\u011fum ortaya \u00e7\u0131kacak, fakat 2011 y\u0131l\u0131nda o d\u00f6nemin m\u00fczik payla\u015f\u0131m platformu &#8220;Myspace&#8221;te gezinirken ke\u015ffetmi\u015ftim Mabel Matiz&#8217;i. &#8220;S\u00f6ylese o ben s\u00f6yleyemem&#8221; \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n amat\u00f6r kayd\u0131 y\u00fckl\u00fcyd\u00fc ve birka\u00e7 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131. Kolay kolay bir \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 s\u00fcrekli dinleyemeyen biri olarak g\u00fcnlerce arka plan\u0131mda \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f durmu\u015ftu. 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